It's been 3 weeks...I think I have cried a little almost every day.
I can't change what happened, as much as I want to, but I also can't keep crying either. I'm sad, and that will last for a long time, but I can start moving forward. You would have wanted that.
The service was nice. Bittersweet, as Kim called it. I think that fits the day perfectly. I got to see a lot of people that I haven't seen in a long time and I met some wonderful new ones. People who have not been in the same room together for years were hugging and talking. It still doesn't feel real, I think that will hit me in Moab...
I've been thinking. About a lot of things. There are things I need to change, things I can improve on, and things that just don't matter so much. So I guess I should get to it ;)
I love you Jizzach...I always will
I can't change what happened, as much as I want to, but I also can't keep crying either. I'm sad, and that will last for a long time, but I can start moving forward. You would have wanted that.
The service was nice. Bittersweet, as Kim called it. I think that fits the day perfectly. I got to see a lot of people that I haven't seen in a long time and I met some wonderful new ones. People who have not been in the same room together for years were hugging and talking. It still doesn't feel real, I think that will hit me in Moab...
I've been thinking. About a lot of things. There are things I need to change, things I can improve on, and things that just don't matter so much. So I guess I should get to it ;)
I love you Jizzach...I always will
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